September 18, 2006

This is helping

My damn nerves are finally kicking in. This Wednesday I’m supposed to have my little exploratory procedure done. I’m not nervous about the procedure itself, I’ve been though worse, it’s what they might find out that has me bothered. I’ve had blood work and bunch of other tests done and so far all I’m getting is, “We’d rather not speculate until we get confirmation.” Even after a thorough arse chewing they still felt, “It would be a mistake to discuss possibilities until we know more.” Gar!!!! Bastards!

I don’t know what’s worse not knowing, suspecting the doctors know something and my speculating as to what it is or actually knowing.

Posted by Contagion in Stories about me. at September 18, 2006 05:32 PM | TrackBack

Y'all are in my prayers, as always.

Posted by: og at September 18, 2006 06:57 PM

You're right, it's far worse when they won't tell you what they think it might be. Unfortunately with the possibility of lawsuits always in mind - I understand why they don't say anything. I don't like it, but I understand. *sigh*

Posted by: Teresa at September 18, 2006 07:36 PM

Thinking of the 4 of you....

Posted by: Armywifetoddlermom at September 18, 2006 09:41 PM

Not knowing's got to be the worst - you don't know what to prepare for, and your mind fills in all the empty spots with the worst that you think can possibly happen.

You're in my thoughts and prayers, and if there's *anything at all* ya'll need, just holler. I'll hear you. :)

Posted by: Wes at September 18, 2006 10:25 PM

Maybe they don't want to speculate because it's really some sort of alien parasite that lives off of
Jack Daniels.

You may scoff, but at least my theory fits the available data....

All joking aside, I'm not the praying type, so I'll worry for the next few days for you.

Posted by: Graumagus at September 19, 2006 12:56 AM

**hugs** and hope all goes well.

Posted by: vw bug at September 19, 2006 09:23 AM

I'm thinkin' of y'all.

And the not knowing is the worst part. You can't plan, you can't anything. And I know this is just stupid advice, but don't try and second guess it. You'll only work yourself up.

Posted by: Tammi at September 19, 2006 07:23 PM


It's Wednesday now. Hope you have lots of fun with the appointment -- I know I would, whether they wanted me to or not.

Posted by: Ogre at September 20, 2006 06:39 AM

I'll be sending positive thoughts your way today. Hang in there!

Posted by: Richmond at September 20, 2006 11:12 AM

Prayers on the way!

Posted by: jimmyb at September 21, 2006 08:19 PM

Thoughts headed your way!

Posted by: Laughing Wolf at September 22, 2006 05:35 AM