August 30, 2009

Time is almost here.

Well I've been on this all liquid died for 10 days now. I'm so tired of it, words can't describe. I'm about to drink my last fluids for a while. As tomorrow morning at 8 AM I am having my surgery.

I'm a bit anxious.

I've known this was coming for a while, but to be sitting here the night before, less than 10 hours away from the surgery itself is a little surreal. I've been preparing for this for just short of a year. I guess I just never thought the day would ever come. The mix of emotions right now is really strange.

I'm not going to say I'm not afraid, because that would be a lie, but I'm scared for multiple reasons, some that you may never guess. No, I'm not going into all of them. I'm also wondering what my quality of life will be like after this. How long will I be stuck on this all liquid diet? Will I ever be able to drink a beer again? What if I don't wake up?

I'm exhausted, but I don't know if I'm going to be able to sleep tonight. but I guess I should go try.

I'll post an updated tomorrow evening. Or have Ktreva do it.

Posted by Contagion in Stories about me. at August 30, 2009 09:30 PM | TrackBack

Praying for you, Ktreva, and the whole family.

Posted by: Petey at August 30, 2009 10:21 PM

Seeing as you should have already received the said-a-give, we'll see you afterwards.

In the mean time, we will be praying for you, Ktreva, and your children.

You will get through this. You will be able to drink beer again.

Posted by: The Thomas at August 31, 2009 06:53 AM

**hugs** Fingers crossed.

Posted by: rave at August 31, 2009 02:13 PM